its freakin 3.50 in the morning now and suddenly my mind started to spin around trying to dig out all my past..which i had always left it or probably stored it in my subconcious part of my mind..
well..me being emo is like totally insane i mean to ppl that knew me all this while..i juz cant believe it i can actually emo like a gurl..probably i've done too many bad things in my life..but then again how bad or how far i've pushed myself to?
i knew i hurt a few ppl that really treasure me...but sometimes these obstacles are unavoidable..and i did it becuz it has a very reason behind it..and i truly believe dat sometimes to do a good thing u need to be lil bit harsh..it might have hurt someone..but in the end the outcomes are obviously as expected. In fact hurting other ppl( i dont know abt other ppl, but me) it cost me a lot of pain to carry for many many hours...depending on situation..might probably up to forever..god knows!!
still now..still pain...still guilty and probably still wondering..
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