Oops...Birthday again..

T-minus 13 days and counting and sheesh..seems like Im turning to 23 yrs old..OMG..im gettin older and older..and i really miss the old days...esp when i was still in my primary school..
there is nothing to worry abt..except for the troublesome homeworks..hehe

my wish list for my b'day(provided if i have plenty of $$$) = )

• ipod nano
• digital camera (preferably canon ixus or probabaly olympus)
• sony PSP (white)
• apple ibook (black)
• a new watch

it may seems too much..but well it's juz a wish list afterall..and deep inside my heart i knew most likely i wont afford any of it for time being but i juz feel like saying it out..hahaha (human are so blarddy greedy ;p)

and there is a quote that i find it very nice.

[we are not born all at once, but by bits. The body first, and the spirit later; and the birth and growth of the spirit, in those who are attentive to their own inner life, are slow and exceedingly painful. Our mothers are racked with the pains of our physical birth; we ourselves suffer the longer pains of our spiritual growth]

cheers = )

amidst in my past and present, i love my life

its freakin 3.50 in the morning now and suddenly my mind started to spin around trying to dig out all my past..which i had always left it or probably stored it in my subconcious part of my mind..

well..me being emo is like totally insane i mean to ppl that knew me all this while..i juz cant believe it i can actually emo like a gurl..probably i've done too many bad things in my life..but then again how bad or how far i've pushed myself to?

i knew i hurt a few ppl that really treasure me...but sometimes these obstacles are unavoidable..and i did it becuz it has a very reason behind it..and i truly believe dat sometimes to do a good thing u need to be lil bit harsh..it might have hurt someone..but in the end the outcomes are obviously as expected. In fact hurting other ppl( i dont know abt other ppl, but me) it cost me a lot of pain to carry for many many hours...depending on situation..might probably up to forever..god knows!!

still now..still pain...still guilty and probably still wondering..

Kelli's B'day

the birthday gurl+ yoke may and nat
too many cameras..i felt like a moviestar during that time lolx

all the boys!(i only knew less than 5 of them)

Birthday Fest!!

and to think abt it..it's been quite a while since the last time that i really put my journey of my life into words and i when i read back my diaries, actually i find it kinda nice and interesting and the best part is that there are moments that you actually forgotten abt and the diary is the only thing that put that particular memory back into your mind.

hmm..basically rite now is 0353hrs and i am damn hungry rite now..yet im too lazy to go out and eat..but anyway i juz went down and checked the fridge and i was hoping that there are some left-over foods but unfortunately there's none. sigh wat a bad timing..so unlucky.. (juz like the unluckies in Baroque Works)

owh yeah..recently there are so many b'day parties that i had attended and i must say october and september are like birthday-fest month. It seems like most of my friends or probably ppl that i knew were born in that particular months..and the most recent one is yesterday..it was actually my roomate b'day party which he held it together with his friend (fatty) in srihartamas.. and if im not mistaken the name of the place is called Decanter. (quite a nice bar/pub but i wud say it's quite small tho)

and i must say it was a good party..i love the crowds tho i dont know many of them..but some of them are so superduper funny and some of them are damn blarrdy cool..yet friendly and even some of them looked like foreigner and one of them was like wanted to show me his ic to prove that he's actually malaysian..and i told "dude..its okie..i trust u" lolx...






One Two Jango..zzzzz