the sultan's bday

yahoo..thx to selangor sultan..
i can have a day off..god..i really need this holiday badly
im not feeling well lately..
probably due to my blood pressure.
i have high blood pressure since 23? not too sure when but i found out around that time
quite young to have this illness..
life is unfair
it has nothing to do with my diet..
it's genetically or perhaps a gift from the god?
my dad has it.
he needs medication everyday, which is precisely what my doctor is asking me to do now.
but i refused. i dont need medicine at such a young age. i hate medicine.
i have to admit i really envy with all my friends
they can eat whatever they want, whenever they want and yet they have a healthy body.
i cant even touch durian nowadays..
lamb, beef, seafood, u name it..all i can do is stare at it.
sigh..i wish i can find a way to cure this illness..





p/s: i love myself, but i hate high blood pressure.