I hate it

!@#$%^&*()
aku nak kahwin, anyone up for it?
i've had it with my fuck up life..i dont feel any excitement in my life anymore..
everything seems to be dull..i hate it when im alone at times,
i hate it when i dont have anyone to talk to before i sleep,
i hate it when i dont have anyone nagging me,
i hate it when i can do anything without anyone holding me back,
i hate it when im happy, and i have no one in mind to share with,
i hate it when im sad, no one will listen to me,
i hate it when i have to eat alone at times,
i hate it when i things are out of control.