I've Had It!!

bunny year

2011-02-07T18:34:00.002+08:00

yeah, it's been a while since i last post something on my blog. not planning to call it a day yet. but time has been against me lately.
i dont even have enough time to sleep, let alone blogging. nway i have been working for a month already.
very tiring and stress indeed. altho the pay is good, not that good to compare to the workload and the enormous pressure that i've had, nevertheless i have to continue this journey as i've already chosen my path 5 years ago.
hopefully in time i will be able to cope with it and enjoy every single moment of it.
chinese new year this year, not so happening anymore. partly because i have been working on cny eve and also 1st and 2nd day of the cny.
aircraft turnaround time were crazy. non stop till the end of this year. in other words, more work and more ot. anyway, happy chinese new year to all who celebrate it. may this year bring more wealth and health.

cheers.

p/s: will update some photos soon

an opinion taken from utusan malaysia

2010-09-07T13:08:00.000+08:00

ARKIB : 28/04/2010
Orang Cina Malaysia, apa lagi yang anda mahu?

CUIT ZAINI HASSAN

SUDAH banyak kali saya menulis mengenai sikap sahabat kita, orang Cina Malaysia terhadap kerajaan yang ada sekarang. Saya juga sering mengaitkan cita-cita DAP yang mahu 'pulun' semua sekali pengaruh Cina di negara ini.

Seperti mana yang saya tulis sebelum ini, DAP sejak akhir-akhir ini sungguh senyap dalam pergerakannya. Di Selangor pun ia senyap, di Pulau Pinang pun ia mulai senyap, di Perak pun begitu. Senyap-senyap DAP sebenarnya diam-diam berisi.

Gerakan halus mereka bergerak kencang. Harus diingat arus bawah lebih bahaya berbanding ombak di atas. Tapi apakah BN sedar dengan strategi DAP itu. Jika kira-kira 30 tahun dulu, malah 20 tahun dulu, orang Melayu generasi saya amat cuak dengan DAP atas sikap cauvinisnya, kini generasi Melayu sekarang tidak tahu itu semua. Mereka sudah tidak peduli.

Mereka tidak membaca pun buku 13 Mei yang ditulis oleh Tunku Abdul Rahman dan mereka tidak pernah tahu pun wujudnya perarakan penyapu oleh DAP yang mahu menyapu orang Melayu pada masa itu.

Bukan tujuan saya mahu membangkitkan rasa benci kepada parti itu atau kepada sesiapa, tapi ia adalah sejarah yang semua orang anak-anak Melayu, Cina, India, Orang Asli malah sesiapa sahaja harus dan berhak tahu mengenainya.

Saya pernah menyarankan supaya buku 13 Mei itu dijadikan teks di sekolah. Matapelajaran sejarah yang sesetengah daripada orang Melayu sendiri amat membencinya, harus diperkuatkan semula. Aspek kenegaraan, soal-soal realiti kemalaysiaan harus diterapkan.

Masukkan juga satu subjek mengenai konsep 1Malaysia yang sudah mulai disukai ramai itu. Sejarah silam dan aspek kontemporari harus disatukan menjadi satu subjek wajib, yang harus diikuti oleh semua pelajar, bukan sahaja pelajar Sastera, malah juga pelajar Sains.

Tujuan saya membangkitkan semula perkara ini bukanlah bermakna saya ini ultra-Melayu, tetapi untuk menyatakan mengenai realiti politik yang berlaku di sekeliling kita sekarang.

Pilihan raya kecil Hulu Selangor amat unik. Dalam sains politik, ia amat menarik untuk dikaji bagaimana orang Cina (bukan semua, tapi rata-rata) masih tidak mahu kembali kepada parti kerajaan.

Apa lagi yang mereka mahu? Apakah mereka masih merasakan merekalah penentu kepada sesuatu keputusan pilihan raya di negara ini?

Perlulah diingat pilihan raya umum 2008 bukanlah satu ujian sebenar bagi proses demokrasi di negara ini. Ia terlalu artifial. Tsunami yang berlaku adalah akibat kemarahan rakyat kepada kerajaan ketika itu dan kecelaruan fikiran orang Melayu ketika itu.

Akibatnya, DAP telah berjaya mencuri peluang itu. Orang Cina ramai-ramai memihak kepada mereka dan berlakulah tsunami politik yang tidak pernah berlaku dalam sejarah Malaysia.

Tapi jika diambil Hulu Selangor sebagai model pilihan raya umum ke-13 kelak, orang Cina bukanlah (lagi) penentu kepada keputusannya. Orang Melayu masih lagi menjadi faktor mutlak bagi menentukan kepada keputusan itu, dengan syarat - mereka bersatu.

Bersatupun, mereka haruslah secara majoriti menyokong kerajaan dan orang India pun turut serta memberi undi kepada parti kerajaan, maka ketika itu orang Cina bukanlah penentunya. Kecualilah jika orang India dan Cina solid lari daripada BN, maka BN akan tersungkur.

Namun, hakikatnya angka majoriti undi BN di Hulu Selangor bukan lagi satu gambaran kepada kemenangan sebenar. Itu pilihan raya kecil. Semua jentera tertumpu di sini. Dalam pilihan raya umum situasinya adalah jauh berbeza.

Secara angka, Melayu Hulu Selangor pun masih tidak solid. Kita tidak pasti apa lagi yang mereka mahu. Semua yang mereka mahu sudah diberi. UMNO pun sudah tunjuk perubahan. Seorang rakan memberitahu ''mungkin kita perlu pendekatan radikal untuk menyelesaikan masalah yang tenat."

Namun, keputusan Hulu Selangor amat disenangi oleh Lim Kit Siang. Beliau dalam ucapannya di rapat umum penutup selepas keputusan kekalahan mereka diumumkan, memberitahu para hadirian yang rata-rata terdiri daripada orang Melayu, keputusan itu sebenarnya ialah kejayaan kepada 'rakyat' Hulu Selangor.

Tanpa mahu menyentuh perasaan orang Melayu di situ, beliau sebenarnya merujuk 'rakyat' itu sebagai orang Cina Hulu Selangor yang rata-rata tidak memberi undi kepada BN, tapi sebaliknya memihak kepada DAP.

Kit Siang ternyata amat gembira, sebaliknya Dr. Chua Soi Lek dan Dr. Koh Tsu Koon yang gagal.

Ironisnya, apa pula maksud Soi Lek apabila beliau berkata ''MCA kena vokal''? Saya pun tak tau?

Orang Cina Malaysia, apa lagi yang anda mahu?TAJUK di atas penuh bermakna. Apa lagi yang orang Cina Malaysia mahukan? Kita tolak dulu sebab-musabab mereka tidak menyokong kerajaan yang ada sekarang. Kita kaji dulu apa lagi yang mereka mahu?

Ikut sejarahnya orang Cina berhijrah ke Tanah Melayu ini untuk mencari peluang. Mereka hidup susah di tanah besar China ratusan tahun dulu. Seperti mana orang putih berhijrah ke benua Amerika untuk mencari peluang, begitu jugalah orang Cina yang kini menghuni di negara bertuah Malaysia ini.

Ternyata, percaturan datuk moyang mereka dulu berbaloi. Mereka dapat apa yang mereka mahukan. Mereka hidup mewah di bumi bertuah Malaysia ini.

Malah, bukan Malaysia sahaja, Singapura pun mereka kuasai sepenuhnya. Singapura bukanlah negara asal mereka. Orang Cina Singapura pun asalnya adalah dari tongkang yang sama bersama-sama orang Cina Malaysia. Cuba bezanya, Singapura berjaya dikuasai sepenuhnya, dan Malaysia tidak.

Di Malaysia, orang Cina hidup aman damai bersama-sama orang Melayu, Pribumi dan India. Berbeza dengan di Singapura, di sana orang Cina yang menguasai politik dan sekaligus pemerintahan negara itu. Di Malaysia, politik dan kerajaannya masih lagi dikuasai oleh orang Melayu.

Sistem kedua-dua negara itu sama, cuma ia terbalik sahaja. Orang Melayu di sini, orang Cina di sebelah tambak itu.

Bezanya orang Melayu di Singapura dan orang Cina di Malaysia amat berlainan sekali. Orang Melayu di Singapura hidup biasa-biasa sahaja. Orang Cina di Malaysia hidup lebih daripada biasa-biasa.

Malah Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad pernah memberi gambaran sekiranya semua bangunan orang Cina di Kuala Lumpur diangkat dari peta, yang tinggal hanyalah Kampung Baru itu sahaja. Semua yang lain ialah kepunyaan orang Cina Malaysia.

Orang Cina Malaysia amat hebat. Kesemua pekan-pekan besar dan bandar-bandar di seluruh Semenanjung, Sabah dan Sarawak dikuasai mereka.

Mereka juga berjaya melahirkan para profesional yang paling ramai dan berjaya. Sistem sekolah Cina mereka adalah antara yang terbaik di mana-mana sahaja di dunia ini (jika ada).

Kebanyakan pelajar-pelajar di kolej-kolej swasta yang terbaik di Malaysia dipenuhi oleh pelajar-pelajar Cina. Orang Melayu hanya mampu ke kolej milik kerajaan dan yang tidak ternama. Pusat-pusat membeli belah di kompleks-kompleks ternama di Malaysia dipunyai oleh orang Cina.

Di organisasi korporat dan swasta, orang Cinalah yang menguasainya. Orang Melayu boleh di bilang jari dan pekerja bawahan. Malah, kini mahu mohon kerja di situ pun perlu faham cakap Mandarin, sebagai prasyaratnya.

Akhir sekali, orang paling terkaya di Malaysia yang banciannya dijalankan saban tahun oleh sebuah majalah busines di Malaysia mendapati lapan orang Cina yang berada di 10 ke atas. Berikut adalah senarai 10 orang terkaya di Malaysia.

1. Robert Kuok Hock Nien 2. Tatparanandam Ananda Krishnan 3. Tan Sri Lee Shin Cheng 4. Tan Sri Teh Hong Piow 5. Tan Sri Lim Kok Thay 6. Tan Sri Quek Leng Chan 7. Tan Sri Syed Mokhtar Albukhry 8. Puan Seri Lee Kim Hua 9. Tan Sri Tiong Hiew King 10. Tan Sri Vincent Tan Chee Yioun. (Sumber: Malaysian Business, Feb 2010)

Itulah hakikatnya Malaysia tanah airku yang tercinta ini. Apakah kerajaan sekarang yang sudah memerintah 52 tahun ini terlalu zalim, kejam dan kuku besi?

Apa lagi yang orang Cina Malaysia mahukan? Tapi saya tahu, anda tahu jawapannya.

something to ponder

2010-09-07T13:07:00.000+08:00

Orang Cina Malaysia , apa lagi yang anda mahu?

Every time the Barisan National gets less than the expected support from Chinese voters at an election, the question invariably pops up among the petty-minded: Why are the Chinese ungrateful?

So now, after the Hulu Selangor by-election, it’s not surprising to read in Utusan Malaysia a piece that asks: “Orang Cina Malaysia, apa lagi yang anda mahu?” (Trans. Chinese of Malaysia, what more do you want?) Normally, something intentionally provocative and propagandistic as this doesn’t deserve to be honored with a reply. But even though I’m fed up with such disruptive and ethnocentric polemics, this time I feel obliged to reply – partly because the article has also been published, in an English translation, in the Straits Times of Singapore. I wish to emphasize here that I am replying not as a Chinese Malaysian but, simply, as a Malaysian. Let me say at the outset that the Chinese have got nothing more than what any citizen should get. So to ask “what more” it is they want, is misguided. A correct question would be, “What do the Chinese want?”

All our lives, we Chinese have held to the belief that no one owes us a living. We have to work for it. Most of us have got where we are by the sweat of our brow, not by handouts or the policies of the government. We have come to expect nothing – not awards, not accolades, not gifts from official sources. (Let’s not lump in Datukships, that’s a different ball game.) We know that no Chinese who writes in the Chinese language will ever be bestowed the title of Sasterawan Negara, unlike in Singapore where the literatures of all the main language streams are recognized and honored with the Cultural Medallion, etc.

We have learned we can’t expect the government to grant us scholarships. Some will get those, but countless others won’t. We’ve learned to live with that and to work extra hard in order to support our children to attain higher education – because education is very important to us. We experience a lot of daily pressure to achieve that. Unfortunately, not many non-Chinese realise or understand that. In fact, many Chinese had no choice but to emigrate for the sake of their children’s further education. Or to accept scholarships from abroad, many from Singapore, which has inevitably led to a brain drain.

The writer of the Utusan article says the Chinese “account for most of the students” enrolled in “the best private colleges in Malaysia”. Even so, the Chinese still have to pay a lot of money to have their children study in these colleges. And to earn that money, the parents have to work very hard. The money does not fall from the sky.

The writer goes on to add: “The Malays can gain admission into only government-owned colleges of ordinary reputation.” That is utter nonsense. Some of these colleges are meant for the cream of the Malay crop of students and are endowed with the best facilities. They are given elite treatment.

The writer also fails to acknowledge that the Chinese are barred from being admitted to some of these colleges. As a result, the Chinese are forced to pay more money to go to private colleges. Furthermore, the Malays are also welcome to enroll in the private colleges, and many of them do. It’s, after all, a free enterprise.

Plain and simple reason

The writer claims that the Chinese live “in the lap of luxury” and lead lives that are “more than ordinary” whereas the Malays in Singapore , their minority-race counterparts there, lead “ordinary lives”. Such sweeping statements sound inane especially when they are not backed up by definitions of “lap of luxury” and “ordinary lives”. They sound hysterical, if not hilarious as well, when they are not backed up by evidence. It’s surprising that a national daily like Utusan Malaysia would publish something as idiosyncratic as that. And the Straits Times too.

The writer quotes from a survey that said eight of the 10 richest people in Malaysia are Chinese. Well, if these people are where they are, it must have also come from hard work and prudent business sense. Is that something to be faulted?

If the writer had said that some of them achieved greater wealth through being given crony privileges and lucrative contracts by the government, there might be a point, but even then, it would still take hard work and business acumen to secure success. Certainly, Syed Mokhtar Al-Bukhary, who is one of the 10, would take exception if it were said that he has not worked hard and lacks business savvy. Most important, it should be noted that the eight Chinese tycoons mentioned in the survey represent but a minuscule percentage of the wider Chinese Malaysian population. To extrapolate that because eight Chinese are filthy rich, the rest of the Chinese must therefore live in the lap of luxury and lead more than ordinary lives would be a mockery of the truth. The writer has obviously not met the vast numbers of very poor Chinese.

The crux of the writer’s article is that the Chinese are not grateful to the government by not voting for Barisan National at the Hulu Selangor by-election. But this demonstrates the thinking of either a simple mind or a closed one.

Why did the Chinese by and large not vote for BN? Because it’s corrupt. Plain and simple. Let’s call a spade a spade. And BN showed how corrupt it was during the campaign by throwing bribes to the electorate, including baiting a Chinese school in Rasa by promising RM3 million should it wins the by-election.

The Chinese were not alone in seeing this corruption. The figures are unofficial but one could assume that at least 40 per cent of Malays and 45 per cent of Indians who voted against BN in that by-election also had their eyes open. So, what’s wrong with not supporting a government that is corrupt? If the government is corrupt, do we continue to support it?

To answer the question then, what do the Chinese want?

They want a government…

a. that is not corrupt;

b. that can govern well and proves to have done so;

c. that tells the truth rather than lies;

d. that follows the rule of law;

e. that upholds rather than abuses the country’s sacred institutions.

Because BN does not fit that description, the Chinese have learned not to vote for it. This is not what only the Chinese want. It is something every sensible Malaysian, regardless of race, wants. Is that something that is too difficult to understand?

Some people think that the government is to be equated with the country, and therefore if someone does not support the government, they are being disloyal to the country. This is a complete fallacy. BN is not Malaysia . It is merely a political coalition that is the government of the day. Rejecting BN is not rejecting the country.

A sense of belonging

Let’s be clear about this important distinction. In America, the people sometimes vote for the Democrats and sometimes for the Republicans. Voting against the one that is in government at the time is not considered disloyalty to the country.

By the same token, voting against UMNO is also voting against a party, not against a race. And if the Chinese or whoever criticize UMNO, they are criticizing the party; they are not criticizing Malays. It just happens that UMNO’s leaders are Malay.

It is time all Malaysians realized this so that we can once and for all dispel the confusion. Let us no longer confuse country with government. We can love our country and at the same time hate the government. It is perfectly all right.

I should add here what the Chinese don’t want:

a. We don’t want to be insulted,

b. We don’t want to be called pendatang

c. We don’t want to be told to be grateful for our citizenship.

We have been loyal citizens; we duly and dutifully pay taxes; we respect the country’s constitution and its institutions. Our forefathers came to this country many generations ago and helped it to prosper. We are continuing to contribute to the country’s growth and development.

Would anyone like to be disparaged, made to feel unwelcome or unwanted? For the benefit of the writer of the Utusan article, what MCA president Chua Soi Lek means when he says the MCA needs to be more vocal is that it needs to speak up whenever the Chinese community is disparaged? For too long, the MCA has not spoken up strongly enough when UMNO politicians and associates like Ahmad Ismail, Nasir Safar, Ahmad Noh and others before them insulted the Chinese and made them feel like they don’t belong. That’s why the Chinese have largely rejected the MCA. You see, the Chinese, like all human beings, want self-respect. And a sense of belonging in this country they call home. That is all the Chinese want, and has always wanted. Nothing more.

The Utusan Malaysia article: Orang Cina Malaysia , apa lagi yang anda mahu?

Dramatist and journalist Kee Thuan Chye is the author of ‘March 8: The Day Malaysia Woke Up’. He is a contributor to Free Malaysia Today.

"To sin by silence when we should protest makes cowards of people” - Emily Cox

"All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them" - Walt Disney

racism

2010-09-07T13:02:00.002+08:00

recently, there are too many issues regarding racism. in my humble opinion, one must give and the other one must take in order to put an end to this, but unfortunately, it doesn't happen that way.
anyway i just hope that we can find a solution for this matter. for us to live in harmony.

weird

2010-06-27T16:46:00.002+08:00

life is so funny.
i'd rate mine 11 out of 10.
if only u cud see what i saw.
from the 3rd angle, of course.

world cup frenzy

2010-06-24T00:40:00.002+08:00

this is the month where everyone will not be able to get enough sleep, especially football fan.
something is bothering my mind now..i just dont get it

hello ppl

2010-06-01T18:53:00.002+08:00

it's been a while.
a lil bit awkward but it doesn't matter.
i just feel like it.
things have changed, and things will never be the same again.
and i'm on my final step to become one.
ooh, it's just a matter of time.
be patient and don't be hasty, a wrong decision could cost you dearly.

ought to know

2010-01-09T18:07:00.001+08:00

"Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?"
"That depends a good deal on where you want to get to," said the Cat.
"I don’t much care where—" said Alice.
"Then it doesn’t matter which way you go," said the Cat.
"—so long as I get somewhere," Alice added as an explanation.
"Oh, you’re sure to do that," said the Cat, "if you only walk long enough."

R.I.P 2009

2010-01-02T17:30:00.006+08:00

shud i brag abt it?
2009 sucks, yeah u heard me, 2009 sucks to the max!
well, that's just me, perhaps the fortune teller was right after all.
they said that, 2009 is not good for ox and pig and so "fortunate" i was born in the pig year..yeah pig rox!!

what can i conclude in 2009? well let me see, financially i was broke throughout the year, and i don't seem to know what is the reason behind this. i used to be very financially stable, but last year i don't know why. i mean it's not like my spending habits varied drastically, in fact i still think it's more or less the same.

career wise, not very good as well. i failed my 1st attempt with the government and thus it has delayed my establishment date. thank god i managed to pass on the 2nd attempt. but on the bright side, it feels good to have failed once because the feeling of bouncing back is totally awesome. nothing beats that feeling so far.

relationship sucks as well, had a nice and stable relationship but somehow it doesn't work out. nothing to be brag abt tho, but i felt that we could have done better. anyway that's the past and there is no point dwelling in the past, it will only do more harm than good.

and on top of that, i had few incidents which i think it's really due to bad luck. on april 2009, i lost my wallet and special thanks to the pick pocket because he is one son of a bitch. thx to him, I've had so many problems retrieving all my atm cards, credit card and ic.

on july 2009, my dca result came out and i failed ( this has been mentioned above), and my moral was so fucking down during that time.

i was caught by my training school manager in Sept 2009 for committing forgery of attendance sheet. and i have received a warning letter due to the offence. (yeah i know it was my fucking own fault, but im not the only one committing that offence, in fact he was actually looking for other ppl and i wasn't there so, yeah i was caught spot on!!)

October 2009, my car was hit from behind, resulting in minor damage on my rear bumper. and the best part is, it was hit from my 2nd degree friend, and since it was a minor one, i just dont know how to ask her to pay for it.

on November 2009, i was caught smoking in the toilet and for that i received another love letter but thank god this time it was from the hangar production superintendent.(another my-own-fucking-fault but hey, everyone has been smoking in this toilet and nobody has ever been caught)

Dec 2009, my front skirting went off thx to the parking lot in ttdi plaza and the ultimate of 2009, to be precise on the new year eve itself, i lost my wallet again.(icing on the cake for 2009?) It does feel good to be me isn't it?

p/s: there are many celebrities that passed away last year as well. Not a good year eh?

luck

2009-12-03T18:01:00.002+08:00

im happy.
that's all i've got to say for now.
things are getting back on track.
it somewhat made me stronger esp during the tough time i've been through this year.
slowly but surely, im going to proceed towards the top.

i pity you benitez

2009-11-09T20:14:00.002+08:00

My main problem as an observer of football and its media coverage is just how easy criticism is. In light of this, it's hard to get facts across. I don't defend Benítez for the sake of it; there are ex-Liverpool managers (okay, probably only one) about whose time in charge I can find precious little positive to say.

I had that problem when writing Dynasty, which covers the last 50 years of Liverpool FC. I did point out some positive aspects of every manager's reign, and I listed extenuating circumstances for the travails each might have faced, where applicable.

However, no matter how I looked at things, I saw five excellent managers – Shankly, Paisley, Fagan, Dalglish and Benítez – plus two very good ones, in Evans and Houllier, and one well adrift of the rest: Graeme Souness.

It's not always been possible for Liverpool to win trophies, or finish in the top two. But the good managers averaged a 50% win rate, and the top managers were up around the 60% mark.

Souness, who spent the most money (relatively speaking – I converted all fees over the 50 years to a common system to deal with football-based inflation), fared the worst, at around 40%.

(Incidentally, Shankly averaged only 52%. But he took over at the weakest point in the club's post-war history, meaning he would clearly make a slower start. He also acknowledged that he let his first great team stay together too long, as part of seven fallow seasons; something he atoned for by building a second great team, just before his departure.)

Since writing Dynasty, Benítez has actually increased his win percentage, due to last season's fantastic efforts, and Liverpool rose to be the #1 ranked team in Europe based on five years' worth of results.

So it is with this kind of context that I make my judgements. Six bad games, or even sixteen, don't define a manager; at least, they shouldn't.

Maybe it is the amount of research and analysis I put into projects such as Dynasty that help me see things more clearly than the vast majority of the media, who are so obviously not putting in that kind of effort.

And it's why I find so much criticism of the game's best managers (especially the foreign ones) so unjust. Because baseless criticism is just so easy.

Some examples:

Against Manchester United, Torres was removed at 1-0 and his replacement, N'Gog, scored the game-killer in injury time.

Away at Lyon, with the same situation (1-0 margin, star striker nursing an injury), the same change was made, albeit about seven minutes later in the game. This time the opposition scored a last-minute equaliser that should have been defended better by the men in position.

Some said that the Lyon centre-back, who played a part in the goal, only went forward at the end because Torres was not there.

Which is some statement, given that all losing teams send extra numbers forward in the final minute of a game in which they are one goal behind. What have they got to lose? United did the same at Anfield; Liverpool broke and sealed the victory as a result.

But if you have it in for a manager, you can criticise anything he does; you shape your agenda around any result, irrespective of the performance or the realities of his decision making.

For example, Torres stays on in Lyon and exacerbates the injury. Then Benítez is a fool for risking him.

Some have said that a defender should have been brought on instead of N'Gog. If that happens, and a 1-0 is secured: no comment on the substitution. Yet concede a goal with such a move, and you've been too negative.

Who can say for sure that an extra defender will have the desired effect and provide greater insurance? It can mean retreating and conceding ground; it's a risk with pros and cons. Who's to say that bringing on a striker will lead to more goals, or instead cause you to concede because everyone wasn't behind the ball?

There's no right and wrong way; at least not without hindsight to judge.

What I find remarkable in all the criticism of Benítez is that his previous record supposedly counts for nothing.

Stats, such as having won 1.93 league points per game as Liverpool manager – the exact same figure as Alex Ferguson in his 23 years at United – count for nothing because of a handful of defeats this season. Because of a few recent struggles, some geniuses out there think he should be sacked; no excuses.

Of course, by that token, Ferguson should have been sacked by United in the ‘80s; no excuses. Where would that have left them?

Wenger, after just eight wins in the first 22 league games of last season, should also have been sacked; no excuses. And yet look at Arsenal now. What good would that have done them? Seriously, can someone tell me? (And Wenger's league record is worse than Benítez's in the past few seasons.)

In 2003, Everton finished 7th under David Moyes. A year later, they finished 17th. Therefore, by the logic of Rafa's critics, he should have been sacked; no excuses. How can you drop ten places and expect to survive?

This season, critics said that Liverpool can lose more, but mustn't draw too many. But as soon as two defeats were reached, last season's incredibly low defeats tally was now being used as a tool to criticise.

Up until last season, Liverpool, we were told, must beat the big teams. It's okay beating little teams, but until the Reds can beat the likes of United and Chelsea regularly in the league, they will always be considered unworthy. Last season Liverpool did that; then it was the little teams they had to concentrate on beating.

(And let's face it, if you beat all the big teams, and all the little teams, and all the teams in between, you'd have the best team in history. No-one has ever done that.)

Be more attacking; Benítez's teams are too cautious, we were told. Then last season the Reds were the league's top scorers, and were until recently. But as soon as there's a few low-scoring games, the accusation returns; even though numerous attacking talents were injured.

Any other manager (who hasn't won the league since 2004) would be praised for getting to 86 points and finishing 2nd; in 2007/08, Arsene Wenger was praised to the hilt for the progress of his Arsenal side, which finished 3rd, with 83 points.

Until last season, Benítez was told he'd spent too much time buying squad players (even though the squad needed a complete overhaul), and should have spent more money on the first XI.

Now, with Liverpool having a strongest XI that I believe is as good as any team in England, the squad is too weak. Yet I don't see how he can do it all.

The group would be stronger if some excellent squad players wished to stay; but players like Crouch and Keane felt themselves to be too good for the bench. That's their call.

So, Rafa ‘shouldn't have sold Robbie Keane'. Yet as soon as Keane left in January, Liverpool's goals-per-game ratio virtually doubled. The Reds were top scorers again this season until a few weeks ago, but of course, with so many players out, something will always be missing.

It's easy to say that Crouch and Keane should be there now; less easy to explain how to keep them happy if Torres and Gerrard were fit every game.

Rafa ‘should never have sold Alonso', yet David Moyes was told he had to get rid of ‘want away' Lescott; he had no option.

If players want to move on, you can't force them to have a change of heart. Both managers made huge profits on players who had also served their Merseyside clubs so brilliantly, yet Moyes was ‘doing what was necessary', and Benítez was ‘an idiot'.

Moyes has also got a lot of sympathy of late for his injury crisis; Benítez has had pretty much zero compassion or understanding directed his way.

Liverpool, we hear, are a ‘two man' team. They were also a ‘two man team' last season, and that didn't include Alonso.

Yet four of the current squad (Torres, Gerrard, Mascherano and Reina) are in the current top 60 players in the world, as voted by an expert panel for FourFourTwo magazine. (And I still don't know how you can rack up 86 points when you're a two man team, and one of those men is only fit to start half the matches.)

Apparently Benítez does not buy good players. Yet of those current top 60 players in the world, four were signed for Liverpool by Benítez, and each has had their best years as a player under him. (Alonso is included – his reputation was obviously created at Anfield.)Pepe Reina is listed as the world's 3rd-best keeper,and Javier Mascherano is the world's best holding midfielder.

The average cost of those four ‘top 60' signings (Torres, Mascherano, Reina and Alonso) is £14m; not cheap, but still well below half of the British transfer record.

Now, Alex Ferguson has six signings in the top 60. However, two of those (Ferdinand and Ronaldo) were signed before 2004, and a third, Rooney, was signed that summer, before Benítez had barely warmed his seat or assessed his squad.

(Ronaldo, like Alonso, left England this summer, but as with Alonso, his reputation was gained here.)

More crucially, those six players cost United an average of £19m, and as it dates back further, cost even more in a ‘real' sense.

Apparently Benítez doesn't buy well under £10m, but Reina, Agger, Benayoun, Kuyt, Skrtel, Riera, Insua, Crouch, Garcia, Sissoko, Lucas, Aurelio and Arbeloa all cost less than that amount.

A year ago everyone was criticising Benítez for wasting money on Yossi Benayoun.Now those ‘experts' fail to acknowledge the canniness in paying just £5m for such a clever player.

Incredibly, signing Fernando Torres is now being redefined as a ‘no brainer', whereas at the time many doubts were voiced and eyebrows raised about a player who was not believed to be a prolific goalscorer, moving to a new country. So even that masterstroke gets downgraded to a decision a monkey could have made. Well, no wonder you can criticise a manager, if you're making it up as you go along.

These are the things that irritate me, and so many people I've spoken to, who have told me that they will stop buying newspapers as a result.

-Paul Tomkins-

Finally..he's taken

2009-10-26T22:03:00.004+08:00

on the way to kajang

filling up the particulars in front of tok kadi

witnesses also need to fill up their particulars

oowh trust me, he is so fucking nervous that time

candid shot by surad..btw that chick behind me is kondi's sis

=(

2009-10-06T19:30:00.002+08:00

i cried badly after watching this..
and to add up spice, i have never cry like this before. not when watching an advertisement.
treasure ur loved ones before they are gone
especially for those, whose grandparents are still around
know how much they love u all

Already gone

2009-10-05T21:45:00.000+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone

Salam Aidilfitri

2009-09-20T20:19:00.003+08:00

1st day of raya, not feeling the vibe anymore, no more open hse, no more visiting, just went out and have a drink with kondi, crapping the whole day. (unlike those day)
yeah it was good tho..
well, at least im laughing, and definitely not a fake one. = )
my best buddy, is abt to move on to the next level in his relationship.
God bless him, have a wonderful life ever after.
I was sad but happy at the same time happy, sad becuz i can feel the gap between us but happy becuz he has found someone he truly wanna be with. i'd say it only happens once in a lifetime.
it is never easy for a man to make this decision.
so when we are ready to commit, means we are full of ourselves. No?

i wonder when, will my day come? 5 years from now? or perhaps 10 years? or even worse, bujang for life?
*i gotta feeling ~wooooo~ that tonight's gonna be a good night*

Belated bday post

2009-09-05T05:19:00.003+08:00

a week before

bday song

cutting the cake

normal tradition

the signature pose by him

Hontoni?

2009-09-04T03:19:00.000+08:00

Don't you worry, I don't mean to make you sad
My tears will soon be over
With your conscience clear for a new life ahead
Don't be sorry, I really need to hear the truth
But the only thing I'm asking, 'cos I need you to
Remember me, as the only one who set you free
Maybe time alone will make you see
How deep our love could be
No, it's never too late

genius malaysian

2009-09-01T07:00:00.007+08:00

i personally didnt know pendrive was created by malaysian..omg!!
but anyway enjoy listening to his speech..this guy really got balls

chapter closed.

2009-08-24T02:03:00.003+08:00

each and every year, i need to deal with new things, new obstacles and new life.
im not a superstar but my life seems to be like one, so many dramas.
i just find it funny, how certain ppl react at times.
many of my friends recently had gone thru rough time, including me myself.
we as a human can never neglect that. it's just part and parcel of our life.
obviously i am sad to see so many unpleasant things happened.
i can only conclude one thing, if u think too much abt other peoples feeling, they will just fuck u upside down and take things for granted. backfired!!
so, never ever try to amend things, sometimes it's just getting worse.

Sunday Blues

2009-08-09T14:34:00.003+08:00

ever had sunday blues before?
hmm it's weird but yeah, im having one right now..
lost, bored, and moody
too many things to ponder..
let's just hope, it will all be over soon.

sex is zero

2009-08-02T22:43:00.003+08:00

it was a very unusual encounter by me last week, and im quite surprised to have witnessed this beautiful scene.
note that the wind was blowing hard during that time, and despite all that, they still managed to enjoy every moment they had = ).

Vacation

2009-07-12T18:20:00.003+08:00

a friend of mine asked me to go to perhentian end of this month, and im still thinking whether should i go or not...
i was supposed to go to saigon during that time but due to unforeseen circumstances, i had to delay the trip to next month. i am really looking forward to go.
i need vacation badly, i need to see the world more. need to define the very meaning of life.
hopefully i'll be able to nick something valuable back with me.
something money can't buy.

perhentian or saigon? u tell me..
or perhaps both? hmm i need lots of cash now..
money money money...pls come to me.
and i shall grant u with unlimited freedom to roam around the world

Mj, you're not alone

2009-06-28T18:39:00.003+08:00

although i am not a huge fan. After all, like many others, I grew up with Michael Jackson's songs and even groove with it. Beat It, Rock With You, Thriller, Black or White, Dangerous, You Are Not Alone and many other tracks.
R.I.P MJ, you definitely rock the world..

Tattoo

2009-06-28T17:36:00.005+08:00

Last week, adrian finally got his name tattoed on his back, and it was done at Brian's house
And it is so freaking huge and i think it should be quite painful,
considering the size of the tattoo.
Anyway, i've somehow managed to capture few shots during the process.

the font of ADRIAN, designed by shasha

freaking big isnt it?

adrian seems like in an excruciating painful state

the tattoo artist, Brian

Brian is trying to concentrate and i was actually dancing in front of him..lol

An hour job, not even half of it..gosh it's getting bored

80% completion

it's done, the lining only of course. Next session, shading

And the whole thing cost abt twenty four hundred bucks, damn..

Great nite!!

2009-06-21T02:32:00.003+08:00

24hrs ago, it was a great nite one would say, but damn i was so fucking exhausted, tho i did not get to enjoy the food and the booze, i am still pretty happy about it. seeing everyone enjoying themselves is my primary objective and im thankful that everything went smoothly.
happy birthday to u bro, u definitely had a great party last nite.
too bad i did not capture any photos, but hopefully ian will post all of it in his blog and im gonna grab it from there hehe..

the signs

2009-06-14T02:20:00.008+08:00

found this from a random blog, and i think it is so meaningful, how i wish life cud be this beautiful..

i wonder

2009-06-07T16:04:00.003+08:00

u know when i browse thru other people blogs, i cant help but to notice that their blog is so wonderful, packed with interesting stuffs, and always happening.
it's like their life is beautiful and colourful each and everyday.
no rooms for sadness at all..seems so happy and bright.
i wonder what does these people do for living? how can they be happy 24/7?
perhaps im living in a different world? world that does not tolerate mistakes.
or rather these people are hypocrite? they wanna tell the whole world that they are doing OK where reality is, they are doomed as much as i did.

I hate it

2009-06-06T01:16:00.006+08:00

!@#$%^&*()
aku nak kahwin, anyone up for it?
i've had it with my fuck up life..i dont feel any excitement in my life anymore..
everything seems to be dull..i hate it when im alone at times,
i hate it when i dont have anyone to talk to before i sleep,
i hate it when i dont have anyone nagging me,
i hate it when i can do anything without anyone holding me back,
i hate it when im happy, and i have no one in mind to share with,
i hate it when im sad, no one will listen to me,
i hate it when i have to eat alone at times,
i hate it when i things are out of control.

superstitious

2009-05-17T16:50:00.005+08:00

usually I'm not a superstitious type of person, but when everything is gone, hope is the only thing that is left for you to cling onto

it cost me 6 bucks

and this is my chinese name, written by my mum of course =)

p/s: i love you mum

health

2009-05-05T22:27:00.002+08:00

lately, my health wasn't in a good shape.
perhaps is due to my extreme lifesytle that i had.
tho it might be not too late for me to change, but one thing for certain, i will need to put huge effort in it.
after all it takes a while for a person to change especially when ur enjoying it.

nway i juz had my DCA exams last week, and i doubt im doing it well. Overall i still think i can pass 2 papers out of 4. well maybe plus a lil bit of luck, who knows i can pass all in one shot, hopefully =)

hi it's me. the chubby hamster!!(fiona)
speaking of fiona, ermm i think she's damn good in....
to be continue..hehehe

Once upon a time in china

2009-05-03T17:04:00.005+08:00

recently my mum went to china, leisure of course.
as usual before she left, we (sibblings) reminded her that do not get con by the people over there due to many cases which i have heard from friends.
after having much fun for the past ten days, my mum returned home safely.

as usual, i asked her, "how's the trip?"
and she replied, "it was wonderful and guess what, i bought this shaver for you, at a bargain price"
to my surprise, it wasn't a bargain at all because it is so god damn expensive for non branded shaver, altho i must admit it looks quite cool. oh by the way, it was rm 125..for a chinese brand shaver, freakin expensive isn't it? u can get philips or braun for the very same amount u pay.

the box looks ugly to me

twinblades, comes with charger and brush and flexible head = )

p/s: mcm tak best je shaver ni..ehehe

alone

2009-05-01T22:44:00.005+08:00

hmm i guess online ALONE at kopitiam is not that bad afterall...
plus emo music..god that is juz so wonderful..

The sign

2009-04-14T11:38:00.002+08:00

i was having my dinner yesterday in cheras somewhere nearby leisure mall.
as usual driving there from pj, what pain in the ass especially during peak hours.
after the dinner, i had difficulty in breathing.
i dont know why, but it's just not right, perhaps it is the sign.
i knew something wasn't right at that time, maybe due to the food that i consumed, no?
thank god, after a while it's getting better.
now i am worried. should i go for medical check up?
sigh, i dont feel like going for medical check up at least not for the time being considering i've had so many things to worry right now.

damn it, i have to do something abt it otherwise i am done.

Finally..

2009-04-03T10:58:00.005+08:00

A friend of mine quoted this :

"Sometimes I can't help but wonder, how, oh just how after all these years, did we end up being what we are and where we are now?"

And it really does make sense to me, i mean like, why are we struggling so hard back then just to be where we are today? What's the whole point of it? Considering the effort and sacrifices that we've put in, it should be something more.

You gave me hope, promises and above all that, I trust you wholeheartedly.
Are you a liar? Or am i just a plain loser? ( The latter suits me more now)

I am sorry guys, as i promised previously that i will not post anything emo, but i guess i still need a little more time. After all i am just a normal human being. Just gimme a lil more time.

p/s: thx to the conversation i had with u, i am getting a clearer picture now

April fool (Hell no, this ain't April Fool)

2009-04-01T12:09:00.005+08:00

Today is the 1st day of a new month, to be specific it is 1st of April.
It has been a tradition all these while that people will make lots of prank on this day, which i don't really understand why. Why on the 1st of April and not 1st of May or June?
But one thing for sure, I am not goin to prank anyone today, as i am very happy right now, right this moment.
And basically i am happy because last month was a disastrous month for me.

Anyway, i have got some good news to share today. B-)
Apparently i have passed my phase 6 without even re-exam, thanks to my lecturer for double checking it with the examination unit, and in the end it was a mistake.
And this morning i went to training school to check my phase 7 result and i passed.
I seriously thought i am going to fail phase 7, but thank god my luck is coming back.
I've been missing my lucky star for the past whole month, where have you been?
Now that i have passed from phase 1 to phase 7, i only need to concentrate on my next month DCA exam while waiting for my phase 8 result (final phase).
Well i certainly do hope that my lucky star will still be by my side again this time around.

And coincidentally i have received a call from dell this morning, informing me that my new replacement laptop will be deliver to me by tomorrow.
Hmm..strange but true, because it seems to me that every wound is healing right now. Every single damage seems to be taken care of itself one by one.
I cant explain why perhaps he heard my prayer.
I started to believe that everything happens for a reason and definitely karma exists.

The aftermath

2009-03-30T18:43:00.005+08:00

i started to walk on my own,
i started to smile more often,
i started to laugh louder and louder,
i started to eat more and more,
i started to drink less and less,
i started to understand more things,
i started to pull myself together,
i started to think more like a man,
i started to love myself more.

i am glad to have known you, otherwise,
i will still be living in the fantasy world

the world that only exists in our dream
the world that blinds us all with its beautiful lies
the world that lead us to nowhere
the world that mr anderson has been living

i want to escape from that world.
i want to live life to the fullest.
i want to forgive and forget.
i want to understand the purpose of my existence
i want to find out the truth

Wheel of fortune (Sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga)

2009-03-18T12:30:00.002+08:00

the title above says it all.
luck has not been by my side recently, perhaps this is the turning point.
i've been lucky for most of the time in my life, well not this time i guess.
even luck itself needs to take a break.
but why now, why this year, where i have so many obstacles awaits me?
i am in my final year, my judgement day, my future and my everything.
i am speechless, the pain is unbearable.
it hurts, it really does.
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
Oh god, just gimme a fucking break will ya, losing someone who is dear to you is already killing me and now u've failed my exam which i need to re-sit again in a condition where my mind is still shaking.
I can't think, i can't concentrate and above all that, i just don't have the mood to do anything right now..
i need a vacation, that's the only way i can heal my wound, to ease the excruciating pain you've caused.

Grateful

2009-03-11T15:04:00.000+08:00

i can never asked for more, i really am.
i have so many wonderful friends around me, which they never give up on me.
they are my strength for the time being, before i am able to stand up on my own again.
and for that i love u guys so much.
thanks for being there.
thanks for listening.
thanks for lifting me up.
you know who you are.

I love you guys.
XOXO

emo = (

2009-03-10T12:58:00.003+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

toyota wish

2009-03-07T20:04:00.003+08:00

it's been a while i have never felt this pain..
which is good because i know i can love someone..
i dont really see myself as a good lover, which is quite true.
i think i should blame myself for everything.
it is completely my fault, and definitely i am too naive.
deep down inside, i do hope we will get back together altho the odds are totally against me.
well hope is just a wish, and sometimes it might come true and sometimes it will only appear in your dream.
and i wish to have you back.

My mistakes were made for you

2009-03-06T14:01:00.005+08:00

My biggest mistake and my biggest regret was sending you away, hopefully you will be the one but it turns out to be the other way round. It was a total backfire.
I was shot mercilessly and the reason that you gave was totally unacceptable for me but nevertheless whether i like it or not, i have got to accept it.
Even it is tearing my heart apart but i guess, life is unfair.
You've said before that you don't know what you want but you know what you don't want, so i guess you are very certain that you don't want me.
And I can't afford to dwell in the past, i have to move on.
I have a dream which i yet to fulfill and i will never give up on my dream.
My parents have high hope on me so is my family and i will be sure to make them proud of me.
I definitely will.

Ain't it obvious, karma??

2009-03-03T23:08:00.002+08:00

Life is simply amazing. At times you will think that everything is under your control and at times it is just out of control.
I tend to think i am the one who control my own fate perhaps my very own destiny and i guess i was wrong. I was totally wrong. I used to think that long distance relationship wouldn't work out if the foundation wasn't solid enough and i have paid a great price for having such a thought. I was very confident of myself and I thought everything is under my control and everything now just don't seems to be right.

Special thx to Pumpkin

2009-02-22T02:41:00.006+08:00

it's been a while i did not update my blog, due to limited internet access and other supporting factors such as time, exams, activities and many more (sebenarnya malas), hehe
anyway life's good, so far so good.
currently still doing my type course which i am now in the 5th phase out of 8 phases.
Last day of chinese new year was pretty remarkable, we went to witness the celebration of chinese valentines day and this is my 1st time attending such an event.
The crowd was unbelievable. Damn a lot of ppl, and the whole place is damn hot and noisy. A lot of lalas and ah bengs too.
The purpose of this event is to find your so called soulmate, by writing your phone number with marker pen on a mandarin orange and throw it into the lake. So for those who seek for phone number will have to collect the mandarin orange in the lake. But as far as i have noticed, there aren't many mandarin oranges, not too sure whether i am late or all the oranges kena kebas already.
Probably kena kebas i think, lol.

Last week i've (together with ijat,william,azri,and surad) attended a special dinner at freshman's house which is located in jln ampang (menara polo). To be honest i felt awkard in the beginning, but in the end it was great.

Listening to wise man

Special thx to freshman for all his effort tho.
Thx to ijat for the nasi kerabu menu, it was a good choice.
Thx to uncle wan othman and his wife for the lovely dinner.
We'll definitely be back..lolx

Dah la tuh...gie tido lagi bagus, dah 3 pagi.
Chiowz

Bangla boleh!!

2009-02-12T12:46:00.004+08:00

in case u guys didn't noticed, nowadays mostly all the private security guard in malaysia are not malaysian which me myself really don't understand why.
1st of all they can't speak neither english nor malay and this is not good as when it comes to emergency.
the amount of foreigners swarming into this small country it's unbelievable..for those wasn't here for the past ten years will definitely be shock seeing this country as many sectors are owned by them.
thousands of people have lost their job in the recent economy crisis and yet they flourish in these sectors.

construction site - indon
security guard - nepal/bangla
foodcourt - burmese
illegal dvd seller - prc
restaurant - prc/burmese

the reason i brought up this issue is because I've encountered something unusual yesterday.
i was on my way to farisman's apartment yesterday nite, planning to crash in his place and when i was at the security post, a bangla guard stopped me.
he then asked me where is my sticker and i replied to him that i am not a resident here, i am a visitor. guess what, he asked me to park my car further in front and he came to me and said, this place doesn't allowed visitor to park their car after midnight but he is willing to let my car in if i buy him a pack of dunhill.
OMFG, a pack of dunhill cost me abt rm 9 which means the parking rate is rm 9 per nite. I was stunned and i immediately i told him i will park my car outside. I rather walk than paying rm 9. He is even worse than our local police.
What on earth is going on with our country???

What a wonderful world

2009-01-29T03:48:00.003+08:00

lately i've been travelling to singapore quite often, due to family affairs and the latest trip was day before yesterday.

while i was cruising in PIE(Pan Island Expressway) on a sunny morning, i heard a shocking news from the radio (i think it was Power 98).
at first i wasn't really paying attention to what the djs are talking about, but a certain word has caught my attention which is "naked"(who doesn't?)
then i increased the volume and try to concentrate and finally they were actually talking abt naked couple spotted in holland village. i was like OMG, that's cool.
according to the conversation, that guy was a caucasian (ang moh) and his partner was an asian (not sure whether she is a singaporean or not) and they were strolling along holland village.

they even stopped at one of the tables to chat with a group of people and were still naked!

Even when a crowd gathered and some people started taking photos, they didn’t bother to cover their private parts or run away.

(well, the news is spreading real fast)

but in the end someone called the police and they were caught immediately, and from what i heard they were released after that. not sure what kind of punishment tho..

but i salute them.

perhaps they are playing truth or dare, or maybe some kind of bet? God knows..

Nway i wish i was there that nite..can get to see free show why not? XD

p/s: surad amacam ada bran fight ngan die?

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-27T02:31:00.002+08:00

For those who celebrate, Happy Chinese New Year..
For those who don't, Happy Holidays..
Hopefully the OX year will gimme more milk..hence health and wealth

Please don't come to P.D during the festive season,
i need a peaceful sea view, clean air and also smooth journey throughout my holidays, not congested, packed and noisy environment in front of my house and in the end u guys will have nothing better to say but ''PD punya pantai kotorlah, this la that la..bla bla bla..''
if it is so..just stay away from pd, we don't need you and your money.
stop polluting this small little town..

p/s: sry for being emo but i can't cope with it anymore. if u wanna come, by all means come on normal weekend or take your bloody annual leave..that is if you don't complain abt the beach!!

KAKA

2009-01-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

omfg, £ 500,000 per week?
one month he will earn £ 2,000,000 = rm 10mil (holy shit!!)
hmm i wish i can be like KAKA even a month will do just fine..
what is he going to do with that amount of money?

Sarcastic

2009-01-16T00:32:00.003+08:00

thx for being so sarcastic pumpkin..
it's so fucking fake, yet it is extremely hilarious.
haha at least it does put a smile on my face after all.
(i am laughing like a mofo in blitzone right now)
i love your fucking blog..hahaha

p/s: tipu agak2 la bai..haha

Vibrate Plz..

2009-01-14T13:31:00.002+08:00

I really don't get it sometimes, why on earth some people are so bloody stupid..
No offense to anyone out there but please being a little bit considerate, if it happens once or twice it is still forgivable but not every single fucking day.

It is very clear that once you're in a fucking class you should put your phone into silent mode, you don't have to wait till the lecturer ask you to do so. Don't be such an asshole. Even a retard knows that. Sometimes i really just don't understand what is your fucking problem.

It's getting into my nerves now. Boidumomaik badujaba jioktiahu buabaiyi!!

The SIM

2009-01-13T00:27:00.004+08:00

GOD..in another approximate 3 hours i have to wake up,
which is exactly about 0330hrs and i'm still fucking awake..
Oh well, it is all thx to the only available slot for my simulator training for today.
Nevertheless i am looking forward to it because it is definitely going to be a hell of an experience for me...
thank god it will only take an hour to complete it..
so which means i still have 3 hours to continue my precious sleep before i go to my class = )

p/s: currently listening to Gwen Stefani - 4 in the morning

Jennifer Lim

2009-01-12T19:08:00.005+08:00

adorable and gorgeous.

January 9th the 5th

2009-01-09T12:37:00.003+08:00

day 5 of my type course..
conclusion, banyak benda gile babi tak paham, especially when it comes to electronic stuff..
Gopal(instructor), i know you've been trying your best
i guess you're smart but you probably do not have the talent to share the information you had in your brain.
Or perhaps i'm the one who is slow enough to digest every single word that come out from your mouth.

Scenario one
"Ok guys, any question?" asked Gopal, and everyone was quiet..
"Ok then, let's call it a day" and Gopal walks off, and everyone went berserk.

Scenario two
"Remember I told you about the MAT? Which system that can be accessible from the MAT?" asked Gopal while he scans ever corner in the class hoping that someone could answer it, and in the end no one is able to answer.

Scenario three
"So how's your nap?" asked Gopal
" I'm sorry sir, it was probably due to the flu medicine that I took this morning" answered Surad.

Is this the dead end?
Mati kita!!!

A bright start

2009-01-06T13:08:00.003+08:00

so far 2009 haven't let me down yet..at least not for the time being
started my new year brightly with a type course of Boeing 777, also it is the latest fleet in MAS.
it will take approximately 3 months to complete this course, and of course everything comes with a price which in my case it will be tons of examination.
but if i am able get through all this, which i hope i will, i can be proud of myself for having such a privilege. but then again that is just a beginning, i still need to obtain my license in order for me to exercise that great privilege of mine.
and without doubt, i am really in deep stress rite now, knowing that all my entertainment will be taken away for temporary. but heck, that's a price u need to pay for your future and hopefully this investment will get me my dream life in the future.
tho I'm not that superstitious, but i have to admit that at times i do pray to GOD so that i wont have so much hard time this year.
as quoted from Freshman, "Together, let's make it happen!"
yeah..we will make it happen by hook or by crook.

p/s: clubbing anyone? lol

Happy New Year

2009-01-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

happy new year to everyone..i had a great one tho..
special thx to james for being such a great host...
sry for the broken glass.. (i am not drunk)
photos will be upoad soon..till then dui chi nie!!

Period in Putra LRT

2008-12-11T21:34:00.002+08:00

i was in putra lrt today and there's this "ah sam" sat opposite me..
suddenly she stood up and left her seat empty.
i was totally stunned when i saw what she left on the seat..
there were few drops of blood on the seat..
OMFG is her period!!!
without hesitation i immediately i stood up and walk to the other side of the train..
i rather stand than facing the stains she left on the seat
thx "ah sam"..
u completely destroy my appetite for the entire afternoon..

p/s: Pls wear ur bloody kotex next time when ur bloody period is abt to come..

the sultan's bday

2008-12-11T01:05:00.005+08:00

yahoo..thx to selangor sultan..
i can have a day off..god..i really need this holiday badly
im not feeling well lately..
probably due to my blood pressure.
i have high blood pressure since 23? not too sure when but i found out around that time
quite young to have this illness..
life is unfair
it has nothing to do with my diet..
it's genetically or perhaps a gift from the god?
my dad has it.
he needs medication everyday, which is precisely what my doctor is asking me to do now.
but i refused. i dont need medicine at such a young age. i hate medicine.
i have to admit i really envy with all my friends
they can eat whatever they want, whenever they want and yet they have a healthy body.
i cant even touch durian nowadays..
lamb, beef, seafood, u name it..all i can do is stare at it.
sigh..i wish i can find a way to cure this illness..

p/s: i love myself, but i hate high blood pressure.

Must Watch Movie

2008-12-08T03:19:00.004+08:00

tropic thunder is the name..

filled with so many famous actors e.g ben stiller, tom cruise, jack black, matthew McConaughey, and also robert downey jr..

well the entire movie wasn't that bad but anyway the point is robert downey jr is damn fucking funny especially when he speaks mandarin..OMFG lol!!

really cannot tahan whenever i listen to it..damn he's talented!!

i officially list him as one of my favourite actor

and imagine his nigga look while speaking in rojak mandarin

"tui chi ni..tui chi ni..wo mei you worry"

"wo shi yao electrolyte.."

"wo you constipated"

ROFL

p/s: still laughing like a mofo rite now..

SCM Official TT session

2008-12-07T19:56:00.003+08:00

it's in Melawati

the members

swift rox!!

Global warming

2008-11-24T13:26:00.005+08:00

as we all know...our mother earth is suffering from a critical illness which is global warming..
so..what do we do in helping her?

1- stop pollutions
2- recycle
3- stop wasting energy
4- car pool
5- and many more

but since nowadays the weather is so unpredictable (i mean MALAYSIA) it is better to get ourselves in touch with the media for weather forecast hence turn on your radio or tv to get the latest updates of weather forecast.

but how do we act if this is our today weather forecast?
ARMAGEDDON!!

Another boring day

2008-11-11T15:26:00.005+08:00

too many things to do lately..
my mind is empty..
i dont know where to start..
due date is just around the corner..
my birthday is coming soon..
damn..really wrong timing this time..
i've got work schedule to submit, prepare for my DCA exam, and now i am totally lost..
damn it !!!
and u know wat? kadang-kadang aku rasa aku tak layak buat course nie..basically i get this scholar due to pure luck..thx laa!!

p/s: i think i need alcohol to calm down

Alcohol Lover

2008-11-10T17:50:00.003+08:00

i just wanna share with you guys some information.
for those who wants to diet, you don't have to reduce your daily meal anymore..sui?
Because according to 5-year danish study, scientist found that men who averaged one daily alcoholic drink were 18 percent less likely to see waistline increases than those who didn't indulge.
Funny huh?
Now the reason given is because moderate drinking may stimulate a metabolic process that breaks down alcohol and produces heat, which will increase your calorie burn. So guys, October Fest everyday?

p/s: stick to the one-drink limit, don't drink and drive lol

Traditional Way

2008-11-09T15:31:00.005+08:00

recently i wasn't feeling well..
i felt so fatigue and also i had heat rashes all over my face so i decided to try traditional way, before this i have been using all sorts of chemical e.g calamine lotion and yet it is useless..
so i decided to give it a go..
and to my surprise the medicine was unbelievable..
i was expecting pills made of organic herbs or perhaps cream made of aloe Vera, things like that but unfortunately it turned out to be this..

OMFG..WTF is this

and trust me..you wouldn't wanna drink this ever again..
i actually did puke when i drank it for the 1st time..
bitter like shit..
and to have finish a bowl of this...DAMN!!
and to have drinking this for 4 fucking consecutive days...HOLYCOW!!

p/s: well it does paid off eventually, and i guess everything has a price

I am wasted

2008-11-09T14:58:00.005+08:00

not me exactly, is another mofo lol..

but you cudnt blame him though considering the amount of alcohol that we consumed that nite.

lucky no 6

the unlucky

failure

p/s: don't push your luck bro..

TAX SUX

2008-10-29T13:08:00.004+08:00

i just came back from spore recently..
and i am not happy this time
because i've been taxed by the custom for having a pack of ciggy
this is ridiculous...

me: a pack of cigarette also need to be taxed?

custom officer: well it depends, if you declare it then maybe we won't tax you

me: but i don't know that one pack also need to be declared, if i knew i wouldn't have brought it in (seriously i don't know abt this, cause back here we can bring in a carton, at least.)

custom officer: yeah you shouldn't, remember next time u have to declare 1st.

me: how much is the tax then?

custom officer: is $ 7.65

me: omg then might as well i buy it from singapore. (fuck man)

custom officer: that is correct *smiling*

me: right!! (giving the whatever look)

i am so pissed off, i mean it's only a pack not like i'm smuggling in a container of cigarettes.

Nice try

2008-10-21T15:52:00.003+08:00

Was driving all the way to kepong from subang
paid toll (rm 1.60 X 2)
wasted my fuel (in the midst of expensive fuel)
and as return i get this

"I'm sorry sir, we are currently out of stock of the parts that are needed to service your car, pls try another service centre. What about MOFAZ? "

Never mind then..I try calling MOFAZ and they told me today is fully booked!
Rite, fair enough cause it was last minute and i have no appointment with them..
Bloody hell my car is due and i have a long journey ahead this weekend..sigh
Poor thing....

p/s: Morale of the story, don't go without an appointment.

Sophie Kinsella

2008-10-16T11:30:00.007+08:00

well i dont know how the hell i ended up reading her novel..
but seriously it makes me burst into laughter...
my perception towards the opposite gender novel has pretty much changed
she's creative i would say, really a good book to kill your time (especially when boredom strikes)
but bear in mind that your friends (male) will laugh/tease at you reading her novel..
pls do read it if you don't give a damn on what ppl say..
-never say never- i had twice experiences in my life so far
cheers

PS: I don't know how to edit the pic..perhaps someone cud teach me tho = )

I'm speechless...

2008-10-11T03:18:00.010+08:00

Time : 2030
Date : 10/08/10
Place : Orange
No of witnesses : 4 + 1 (cashier)

the 3bar

another 3bar

Holy shit

Awesome boyband

2008-10-09T19:19:00.002+08:00

well i think they are really awesome and funny indeed..
a very good example of telling the public that even handicapped people can penetrate into music industry

Standard 4 student essay..

2008-10-06T03:44:00.002+08:00

this is a karangan written by a standard 4 student..whether it is true or not it doesn't matter..what matter is this karangan is damn fuckin hilarious..enjoy!!

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku.
Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip
tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar.

Tetapi saya tidak mahu. Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan
garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120
kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8
kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang. Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit "Adoi!".

Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri.

Feri itu terbelah dua. Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia. lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan.

Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu. Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit "Adoi..!" dan jatuh ke bumi.

Emak saya menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris. Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati

healthy vs happy

2008-10-05T02:00:00.004+08:00

do you want to live your life happily or healthily if you could only choose one ?
lots of ppl tend to think that living healthily means living happily..
well for some reasons i do not agree with this statement..
health is something that needs to be taken care of..in other words you need to put 100% commitment into it..not everyone enjoy themselves on deciding what to eat and what not to eat..

living happily is a different story...
everyone can be happy regardless of their background, physical look, or even disabled one can also be happy
because happiness is abt how you define it in your mind, what is your expectation and how do you interpret it..
it is a very subjective matter..
some ppl with critical illness can still be happy

want an example? try to watch "A walk to remember" and see how mandy moore handle her situation..lol

enuff is enuff...i've had it with my crap..

p/s: random thoughts only and strictly my own opinion for the time being

tiny

2008-10-04T04:33:00.006+08:00

tiny is going to be homeless soon..
the only option i have now is try to bring him to my hse..but very likely my family will reject my proposal..
im so dilemma now...what shud i do?
i want him to be within my sight so i can still see him everyday..
i dont want to give away either...
i pity tiny, at 7kg he is such an adorable cat i've ever known
sighz i juz dont know what to do....
any ideas anyone?

tiny

kucing kangkang

terkangkang lagi

terkangkang dan terkangkang lagi

all fruits 64

2008-10-03T05:36:00.011+08:00

sempurna

2008-10-02T06:58:00.003+08:00

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

My Chigga!!!

2008-10-02T06:22:00.003+08:00

once upon a time...my friend went berserk and he bought 4 cans of spray (Anchor brand)
each cost abt 5 bucks i guess..
and guess wat...he has the touch of an artist...

6 in raya morning = )

2008-10-01T06:33:00.005+08:00

well...wake up malaysia...
selamat hari raya aidilfritri to all my muslim friends..
i hope u guys will get lots of duit raya..

nway juz a lil bit of flashback..
was at weng jun's hse yesterday and to be frank it's been a while since the last time i went there but nway in the end i manage to find his hse tho..thx to adrian for guiding me..
weng jun was having a sort of bbq party cuz his parents was away (hk i think)...so while we were busy chatting among us and suddenly i felt thirsty and i tried to find my cup but i cudnt find it so i decided to take a new one...

jeng jeng jeng...shit happened!! while i was reaching for a new cup i accidentally spilled a cup of ribena on eddie's gf's jeans..and i can see she quite stress tho she manage to say 'it's ok..no worries'

and this fuckin ian keep bugging me and say ur a MOFO..lol thx laa...i already so stress and ur not helping at all...
nway juz wanna say sorry to eddie and his gf...my bad!!! well u knw..like i said 'shit happens' = )

*yawn*
damn sleepy but i cant sleep...
still typing briskly like a mofo...
hmm wat shud i do today...sleep d whole day?
anyone got any plans pls let me knw...my life is so dull at d moment..
sigh

nitenite
&
salam aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin

p/s: dont drink and drive balik kampung k? drive safely

LOSER LAMER WHATEVA MOTHAFUCKER NOW U GOT THE PICTURE

2008-09-14T18:35:00.006+08:00

well to be frank..im not into politics before this......
but lately there are many headlines regarding politics that drew my attention..
i totally understand that politics are indeed a dirty game...but i've never thought that it was so dirty till the stain stays inside your heart forever...
we have only celebrated our 51st independence day and like many years before this...our leader tend to say 'Lets stay unite'...'we are malaysian' blah blah blah

u know this kind of bullshits gave headache to me sometimes...
some say 'cakap tak serupa bikin'.. if u wanna talk abt malaysian..then by all means use the word malaysian...
what the fuck is wrong with u? calling chinese 'pendatang, penumpang..and blah blah blah'
not to mention those incidents that happens in parliament..(keris)

these ppl i really pity them..to me they are fucking loser...they cant say anything else thus racism has got to be their trump card...
i mean c'mon..ur old enuff to think... it doesnt matter whether before merdeka we are pendatang..or after merdeka...what a childish excuse...
if u wanna talk abt ancestors..i believe many of us are not from malaysia then..in fact many of you(politicians), ur ancestors are not from here as well...so dun come and bullshit abt our ancestors..be realistic..talk abt present..dun dig out history!!

stop being a fuckin loser asshole...

Happy 51st Independence Day

2008-09-01T18:51:00.005+08:00

well..for those who knows

there are many races that live inside a monitor...
the main race is the dinosaur
and follow up by cat,pig,turtle,bird,ice-cream and bell
so one day there there is one mother fucker from the dinosaur race claims that cat doesnt belong here(in the monitor)..he says that cat is only 'menumpang'
sadly the leader of the dinosaur do nothing regarding his underling statement....

but there is another dinosaur mentioned abt the possibility of opening up 10% of their university for the non-dinosaur and he got labelled as traitor of his race and all those brilliant student in the uni came out in drooves to protest...i dun think so cat and turtle wud want to study there anyway..but thx for opening our eyes on how selfish certain ppl are nowadays..
so in the end the pakcik korek won quite a lot becuz a lot of dinosaurs came out that day to protest

i hate fucking racism bastard..
suck my dick asshole...
RETARD..
sigh..

Happy 51st Independence Day...

I love u malaysia...
malaysia boleh!!

Kuang Kuang Kuang!!

2008-09-01T17:00:00.004+08:00

well..surad..aku dah abis browse thru sume gambar, and aku rasa ni yg paling up...hahaha

Name: Ajeman Jaimin
Favourite Phrase: Kuang Kuang Kuang...

KLIA - On Job Training

2008-08-18T04:43:00.005+08:00

having working in klia for almost 2 months is killing me..not because of the workload but the shift pattern...and i really thank god for getting one of the best shift in KLIA..it is the D shift also known as DODGERS shift..

ppl here are friendly and funny...in fact from the 1st day itself i felt so homie..lox
tho in the beginning i struggle a lot cuz there are many things that i do not know..perhaps im not a good apprentice..else life wudnt be so difficult at times..

so basically there are 4 shifts in KLIA-ASU from A to D and i think by far D is the best tho im not too sure abt the other 3 shifts..we work for 12hrs per day..2 days consecutive b4 having a 2 days break/off..hmm the tricky part is i still cant adjust the sleeping timing..as u'll have 2 days of morning shift and then u'll have 2 days of off-day and another 2 days of nite shift and again 2 days of off-day..

sounds easy but it is quite a tough actually especially from nite shift to morning shift..and i think im quite lucky as an apprentice becuz if ur a staff then there are certain days u need to come to work without getting paid...i dont really sure how they calculate this but according to the management it is becuz u need to have 48 working hours per week and u have to compensate the missing working hours by coming to work for free...to good to be true huh ?
cant comment much tho..it's not my call..
sounds shitty but yeah...the reality is there..

i can still remember during my 1st day here...OMG there are so many things that i don't know..how la? What am i supposed to do? and it keeps bugging my mind for few days and finally i can get hold of it..many thanks to those who helped me,who guided me, those who gave me opportunity to learn, and those who makes me laugh..u guys really rox..

*yawn* im so fucking sleepy rite now...
wish i cud tell more abt it..but i guess my hand wouldn't let me type anymore... = (

to-be-continue

last weekend before KLIA

2008-06-30T12:02:00.002+08:00

well..this is the last weekend of june..

and it cud be the last weekend to me as im goin to KLIA for 3 months..

i wudnt say dat it is a bad thing (working in KLIA) because despite all the workload and extraordinary long working hour (12hrs perday), i finally get to do stuff that i was supposed to do..

=)

happy tho..being in IT department for almost 2 months doesn't help me to improve my knowledge and skills yet it encourage me to be more lazy ;p..

anyway i started my weekend by catching a movie GET SMART ..
a hilarious movie indeed..and Anne Hathaway is simply gorgeous..

and when it was abt 2 in the morning i received a phone call from bamuchi..and he asked me to lepak minum and so i suggested William..and so we met there together with julie and ian..

the next following day..life is a lil bit bored..
woke up at nearly 4pm..lol and then went for my brunch..then headed back home to watch anime..

in the nite..had a small drinking session with ian, damon and engyau...finishing the remaining chivas that was given to me by Surad.. and then as usual..ian metamorphed..lol

he came out with a crap conversation by an italian guy who went to malta..and it was freakin funny..how i wish i have a video recorder during dat time..kekeke

nway..my sunday got wasted for another half day but thank god this time i woke up at 1 pm..hehe and as usual went out for brunch and headed back home to watch anime again..

abt 6 we decided to go to the gym..getting rid of unwanted fats...and then dinner at SHANKY..
this dinner was a treat from ian due to his incredible luck on dinosaur machine in the very same day..hmm let me try to recall what he kena the whole day..

all ice-cream
4 dino
3 dino
bar 3

and i cant recall anymore..lol

so basically he won a lot but yeah..i think he feed back also quite a lot..
maybe i shud pay him back the dinner later.. but right now im so broke.. = (

so yeah..in the nite we watch football..duhh it's euro final Spain vs Germany...and Fernando Torres aka Liverpool striker was the hero of the day...muahahaha..

wat a great weekend..a boring yet memorable weekend for me ;p

p/s: this is the video that ian crap during the drinking session..pls enjoy while imagining him saying it..with the exact voice and script

Peng-Kid

2008-06-27T10:27:00.008+08:00

first and foremost..allow me to describe wat the fuck is peng-kid(im not sure if i spell it correctly)

well anyway peng-kid is actually a term for a woman who wants to be a man..obviously she cant be one but she will struggle to be as close as possible.. e.g short-hair, no boobs, normally a smoker, and etc

for some reasons this term is not heard by many ppl..and also for some reasons i knew this because i had a bad experience regarding this kind of ppl (peng-kid) but nevertheless i do not hate them nor like them..i juz dislike them..

many ppl (a survey within my circle of friends) cannot differentiate between tomboy and peng-kid..and to be honest im not dat very sure too(in terms of appearance)

but one thing for sure is peng-kid will definitely has/had a gf.

it is quite understandable why ppl like them behave this way. ( the very same fucking reasons why some guys wanna become bapuk or shemale) but what i dont quite understand is that how the fuck a normal woman can cope with it? (having a same gender for relationship)..

this world is so weird yet so unique.

*yawn* so sleepy now..wish i cud hug my bantal busuk now ;p

p/s: juz my 2 cents..i dont mean to hurt ur (pengkid, woman, bapuk, tomboy) feelings.

Another Day

2008-06-26T09:03:00.016+08:00

yeah..it's just another day..

june 19 2008..thx for all the good and bad memories..

and here's some quick glance of the day..

time to potong cake..(2kg choc cake fr secret recipe)

MOFO goin crazy...

the complimentary Teh Si Beng..huge isnt?

another name for this drink is 'Tetetiu'

fucking horny bastard..lol

the family of Weng Jun

ermm..bday boy with 'miss jiong'

New Paris

ermm..wat shud i name this group? 2 of them loves gambling and drinking..

one of them loves gadget and another one more loves drifting..lol

y ian so emo?? i think meiling juz jiong him..

but then again y the fuck john also emo?

Lost Wallet---Wat a pain in the Ass

2008-06-24T09:52:00.003+08:00

yeah man..
im so fucking lucky that i lost it on Adrian's bday..
And i think i lost it somewhere in cineleisure, to be precise at the parking lot.

well..cant blame anyone tho..it is my mistake for not taking care of my own property.
and now i have to replace every single fucking card that i have in my wallet from atm card to identification card..
sighz..wat a pain in d ass...

it took me almost half day juz to do my IC..thanx to d long hour of break..1215-1445
and i reach there like 12..
imagine i have to wait for abt 2hrs plus over there..luckily i wasnt alone during that time..
thx to my buddy "Mr Teck Tsin".. You're d man!!

p/s: Morale of d story..dont go to Scarlet

kucing kangkang...MeowWWww!!!

2008-06-17T00:08:00.002+08:00

ooooh kucing kangkang...
im so in love with u....
pls kangkang for me everyday....

else gimme 3 dinosaurs....in a row....

-fuck the stupid G for making our life more miserable-!!!

ooops..did i juz say G?
i mean G for Go_e_n___T

fill in the blanks...
thanx
bye

MOFO

2008-06-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

dont know which mofo is this...lol

RM 2.70

2008-06-05T10:29:00.002+08:00

woohoo...finally it's here the miraculous rm2.7 per litre
but no worries aite..we got rebate for car below 2000cc and this is a very good move by our beloved government to ensure that only those who needs/poor are able to enjoy this subsidies

let's see it this way :

A household at mont kiara with the fol:
A E200 merz (1998cc) cost 400K enjoy rm625 rebate!
A BMW 318 (1998cc) cost 270k enjoy rm625 rebate!
A Minicooper S (1400cc) cost 200k enjoy rm625 rebate !

Another household living nearby, Segambut Dalam with only
2nd hand 1995 Camry 2.2GE (2198cc) worth only 20k will be given only rm200 roadtax reduction !

Bravo to our government..i think i better play dinosaur more to cope with the CURRENT fuel price..

Morale of the story..dun buy car above 2.0 else u wont get rebate

Can A Family Man With Salary RM3,000 Survive In Malaysia?

2008-06-04T14:59:00.002+08:00

well i found this in my email..happy reading
oops btw this is juz based on the current petrol price which is rm 1.92 per ltr

Can A Family Man With Salary RM3,000 Survive In Malaysia ...?

Let's do some simple calculations here.

In Malaysia ,the average family income is RM3,000 /month (where father works, mother doesn't.I understand there are many families whose monthly income does not reach RM3,000, but, to make things simple, let's take RM3,000 as the figure. Ok lah, right?

Okay, let's start rolling with a family which has Papa, Mama, 1 daughter and 1 son. Ngam-ngam ....

Calculation starts...

Electricity and water bill:
RM 100 (No air-con, No home theatre, No water heater)

Phone bill ( Telekom):
RM 50

Meals for a happy family:
RM 775 (3 meals on RM25/day, RM25 for 4 persons...?)

Papa makan / teh-tarik during working hrs:
RM 155 (RM5/day, RM5 ... can eat what?)

Car repayment:
RM 400 (A proton saga aeroback, 7 yrs repayment)

Petrol (living in city, traffic-jam):
RM 300 (go to work, bring son to school, only can afford one car running)

Insurance:
RM 650 (kids, wife and myself)

House repayment:
RM 750 (low cost housing repayment for 30 yrs, retired still have to work to pay!)

Tuition:
RM 80 (got that cheap meh? i don't think so)

Older children pocket money @ school:
RM 20 (RM1/day, eat bread?)

School fees:
RM 30 (do u think it is enough?)

School books and etc:
RM 100 (always got extra to pay in school etc hari kantin,pibg so on and so forth)

Younger children milk powder:
RM 50 (cannot have the DHA, BHA, PHA one, expensive)

Miscellaneous:
RM 100 (shampoo, rice, sauce, toilet paper)

Oh wait!!! I have to stop here, so...
No Astro,
no movie @ cinema,
no DVD,
no CD,
no online,
cannot KFC,
cannot McDonald,
cannot go Park walk during weekend (petrol expensive),
no chit chat on phone with grandparents, and etc...

Let's use a calculator to total up... WALAO EH! Shit!
RM3,560 already...

EPF not yet included, income tax lagi........already RM3,560 ....

How to survive lah tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sekalian ???

Our Deputy Prime Minister asked us to change lifestyle?

How to change? Don't eat? Don't work? Don't send children to school and study?

Besides that, I believe in Malaysia population, there are millions of rakyat Malaysia which still don't earn RM3,000/month!!!
What is this? Inilah Malaysia Boleh... Sorry ... it should be Malaysians Boleh , because we're still alive and kicking!!

note: this is not my calculation..tho plus minus wont do much diff..

so as for conclusion do not get married unless u earn 5k salary aite..LOL

petrol/fuel/gas/minyak/oil

2008-06-04T10:57:00.002+08:00

and bla bla bla.....
they all carry the same meaning and same purposes..
now they carry the same old trend

they gonna increase again
they gonna put a hole in ur pocket again
and guess wat?
dat means every fucking things in the market will fucking increase as well

and in the end..we as malaysian consumers will need to suffer yet again, hence more and more crime will take place
in another word our life is dangerous..

I've had it!!!

another boring day!!

2008-06-02T16:06:00.004+08:00

fuck man..enuff is enuff..
i've had it...with this motherfucking data-entry in this motherfucking it department..
damn...miss those hangar days a lot..

nway got an email from my sis..and it is quite interesting..but i aint sure whether it is true or not..some say some is true..
well i guess u have to find it urself..

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There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it:
FIRST

The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establ! ish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialled even if the keypad is locked. Try it out.

SECOND

Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their mobile phone from your cell phone.
Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at your home press the unlock but! ton, holding it near the mob! ile phone on their end. Your car will unlo ck. Saves someone from having to
drive your keys to you. Distance is no object. You could be hundreds of miles away, and if you can reach someone who has the other 'remote' for your car, you can unlock the doors (or the trunk).
Editor's Note: It works fine! We tried it out and it unlocked our car over a mobile phone!'

THIRD

Imagine your mobile battery is very low. To activate, press the keys *3370# Your mobile will restart with this reserve and the instrument will show a 50% increase in battery. This reserve will get charged when you charge your mobile next time.

FOURTH

To check your Mobile phone's serial number, key in the following digits on your phon! e: * # 0 6 #
A 15 digit code will appear on the screen. This number is unique to your handset. Write it down and keep it somewhere safe. When your phone get stolen, you can phone your service provider and give them this code. They will then be able to block your handset so even if the! thief changes the SIM card, your phone will be totally useless. You probably won't get your phone back, but at least you know that whoever stole it can't use/sell it either. If everybody does this, there would be no point in people stealing mobile phones.

believe it or not..it's up to u..

Bosan tahap dewa - Part 1

2008-05-29T09:36:00.004+08:00

right now is abt 9 freakin am in the morning and im already 'gile babi bosan'..
well 2 weeks ago i was told that the training school decided to send abt ten apprentices to assist in data entry..(in a nicer name IT department)

when i knew abt it i was like 'Thankssssss'
i mean what is this thing has to do with my training anyway
im goin to be a Aircraft Engineer for crying out loud and u provide us data entry as part of our training? OMG...ok there's a bit of poyo-ness here but the fact is im really 'pekchek'

i dont mind helping out say abt a week or two..yeah maybe i can pick up a lil bit of knowledge here and there..but almost 2 months of data entry is totally ridiculous..UNACCEPTABLE..

blah blah blah..time check...10am..break time
aite then..to be continue after the break..

Goodbye

2008-04-06T21:08:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry..
I know it's my fault..
I've made u suffered too much
I will always love u..
Rest assured that i'll always remember u
Rest in peace

= (

my niece = )

2008-03-26T13:02:00.006+08:00

isnt she cute? lol

17 Mac 2008

2008-03-17T23:15:00.003+08:00

two events...
exam.............and another one....im now officially a pakcik a.k.a uncle..
Thx to my sis..she delivered a babygurl juz now..hehehe
hopefully she'll grow up become a HOT!! CHICK!!... ;p

will post her photo here..when i get to meet her...rite now she is too far away.. = )

Happy Chinese New Year

2008-02-07T12:57:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year...wishin u all a happy and prosperous rat year

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2007-10-16T19:50:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my muslim friends..Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Uniquely Singapore

2007-08-28T18:53:00.000+08:00

my sis's place

vivo city..very nice shopping complex

palace?

banjir kilat!!

evening view at sentosa island

care for a ride?

very unique loo..ppl from outside can see ;p

perfect spot for romantic dinner

siao long pao..very juicy..yummy!!

you'll never walk alone

not tipsy..;p

nite view from clarkequay

BLACK MAGIC

2007-08-23T18:39:00.000+08:00

Hi friends,
It is the year-end, which is one of the peak traveling periods for many Singaporeans. This is a true account that I would like to share as a cautionary tale. I have changed the names of people involved to protect their identities. Although it takes place on an overseas vacation, the warning applies equally whether abroad or at home.Jessie was in her early thirties and like many of us loved to travel and her last trip was to Taiwan . While visiting one of the tourist attractions in Thailand located near a temple, she decided to get a souvenir for herself. She walked along the shops with curious eyes. A well-dressed sales man managed to catch her attention. He asked her what year she was born.

She answered politely. He further pursued to ask her the month she was born. "June,"she replied. As she answered, there was a sparkle in the man's eye. He quickly pulled out an item and put it in Jessie's hand and she looked at it closely. It was a small-sculpted stone, but Jessie could not make out what the Item was. The man, with a serious tone told her that this small ornament was a very powerful item that could grant all her wishes, but she was not to tell anybody, not even her closest friends, boyfriend or parents that she had this ornament in her possession. He informed her to bring this item wherever she went and not to allow anybody to touch it. Jessie was thrilled and thought she had stumbled upon a great deal as the item seemed very precious. She asked for the price and paid for the item.

Vacations like always were too short and she returned to Singapore . On the day that she returned, she felt very exhausted as if the life was draining out of her. She thought that it was due to the traveling and excitement and did not bother too much about it. She went to take a nap and as she rested, she started to feel an ache in her stomach that grew into a continuous sharp pain. By nightfall, the suffering was so intense that she went hysterical.
She crawled to the altar in her home and started to hit her head against the altar. Her parents were shocked with her actions. Her father held her tightly, to prevent her injuring herself while her mother called for an ambulance. Strangely enough, in the midst of all the pain and before she left with the ambulance, Jessie insisted that she had to bring along her handbag before leaving for the hospital. When she was sent to the hospital, it was already dawn and she was sent for different tests and scans to determine the cause of her pain. The sharp pain persisted and even got more intense. Her Aunt Maggie heard the news that she was hospitalized and Came to visit her. While Aunt Maggie was with her, Jessie thought about letting her employers know of her condition and hoped Aunt Maggie could contact them on her behal f. She took out her handbag and pulled out a pen to write the number on a piece of paper. As she pulled out the pen, the small ornament, which Jessie had bought from Thailand, dropped on the floor. Aunt Maggie wanted to pick it up but Jessie stopped her. She said if Aunt Maggie were to touch it, she would have to have it cleansed.

While Jessie was not looking, Aunt Maggie quickly picked the ornament up and kept it. When Aunt Maggie was out in the hallway, she scrutinized it. The ornament sent shivers down her spine and she was very uncomfortable with the item so she decided to talk to Jessie's mother.On the third day, the doctors informed Jessie's parents that they h ad confirmed that Jessie suffered from stomach cancer that had reached the terminal stage and they had to prepare for the worst. Jessie's parents were not able to understand this sudden diagnosis, as Jessie had not had any symptoms of stomach cancer. When Aunt Maggie went to the hospital and met with Jessie's mother, Jessie's mother broke the news to Aunt Maggie. Aunt Maggie was shocked and also shared her discovery of the ornament with Jessie's mother. Jessie's mother also had an uneasy feeling when she saw the ornament. She felt very lost and desperate about her daughter's situation.

Jessie's mother and Aunt Maggie both knew of a medium; Master Lim and it struck both of them that he might shed some light as to the events.Aunt Maggie quickly called to arrange to meet Master Lim. When they visited Master Lim, they showed the ornament to Master Lim. At one glance, he told them that Jessie's life had been swapped with that of another girl who was probably suffering from stomach cancer and was dying. The ornament was an object to hold black magic, which would suck the life out of Jessie. Both Jessie's mother and Aunt Maggie queried whether there was anything that could be done. He replied that it was too late as the black magic cast was very powerful and the ornament had been discovered too late. The black Magic was targeted with certain criteria: The victim had to be a girl who was born in a specific year and month. The black magic would lose its power i f Other people apart from Jessie touched it. However, in Jessie's case the black magic had already taken full effect and had become uncontrollable. Thus, only direct family members were to be allowed to visit her and even to send her off at her wake. The strange ornament was left at the temple to be handled and disposed of appropriately.Silently, and with great pain, Jessie left by the seventh day on her Return from her vacation.

p/s: whether this is true or not..hell i don't know..but one thing for sure it's better to becareful if anyone of us encounter the fucking same situation. Oh btw..there isn't free lunch in the world and moral of the story..don be greedy = )

Sunday Drama

2007-08-20T13:26:00.000+08:00

it was during lunch hour at that time..and i was having my lunch in the dining room..
suddenly i heard my mum screaming from outside..and i saw her running as in chasing someone..
but i didnt bother much..i thot she was probably chasing 'donut'..
while i continue with my brunch..i saw my brother this time..running out from the hse..and this time it really triggers me to move my lazy arse outta the hse..and guess wat?
an indian dude was running away with a laptop in his hand..and the laptop belongs to my bro..daring isnt it? he came..he saw and he steals...
well..without wasting anytime i rushed upstairs to my room to wear my pants and quickly grabbed my car key..and as i reached the main road i saw my bro was running towards the beach and there were so many ppl..and i was stuck in the traffic..GREAT!! and so i had no choice but to drive back and juz wait while hoping that luck was on our side..
thank god..ten-15mins later...he came back with the laptop in his hand..
tho the indian dude got away but it is such a relieved that the laptop was safe..
well...the sunday drama doesnt end there tho...it cont till ANFIELD..where liverpool drew with chelsea..damn pekchek with the referee (mcb).. a cruel/unfair decision towards a team that worked really hard juz to earn 3points...
thot so..that's life..
unfair shits always there...

debut premier league goal..way to go Torres = )

love drives ppl crazy

2007-08-08T09:51:00.000+08:00

well..a friend of mine juz "paktor" recently..approx 2-3 weeks back i guess...and im happy for him..i mean like, he is soooo in love..and he's like smiling 24/7, go out for date everyday..no matter what the obstacles might occur..(tak kira hujan ke..ribut ke..)

when i see this scenario..i started to think that how come love can have such a powerful force that can easily drives a man or woman crazy...(im included tho)

and i see that ppl fall in love easily...i mean to compare with falling out of love..not to mention that the feeling is simply awful tho
nevertheless still lots of ppl are seeking for love tho they knew the consequences that they might face...

strange..

-jil-

HAPPY BDAY HAIGER!!

2007-08-07T14:05:00.000+08:00

HAIGER aka Adrian TTT..celebrating his 2+ bday..lolx im not too sure how old are u..hehe nway it was held in PORT DICK SON OF A BEACH..

PEACE!!

JAYCEE and her BF..

Of course a party is incomplete without her..but she quite yeast aah that nite..keep sms-ing her BF all the time...zzz =.=!

cucuking the bday candles...

preparing to cut..of course

and he blew the candle b4 he even make a wish..lolx..we have to relight the candle

and there he goes..wakakaka

gotcha!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIAN TTT